Smoky pine, cedar, and cloves
haunt the grove close to home...
I play "Gymnopédie No. 1" to a home
busy with ghosts and painted apathy...
exhausted with the expectations
leave me barefoot in heavy snow...
I tried all the sweetest things,
gardenias bloomed from...
I tried to outsmart them,
contorting my limbs...
She visits today,
amidst clouds and clutter...
I remember the frantic
clicking, as I searched for...
I wake up shivering, burying my hands in my...
I am alone, so I savor it...
Last night, I looked in
the mirror, and wasn't...
It's safer if I don't share,
don't open a coffin...
Swallow it,
the guts and...
Why bother speaking
when you question all I've said...