Each calorie that passes through my lips is...
i often dont win...

Floating in the air
No, I cant last long...

See you standing there
Upon that crate...

I dont feel like being here any longer
I dont feel like being me anymore...

These voices are real
So so very real...

Razors slid
bottles drunken...

You see these words along my skin
They spell out SORRY...

Why wasn't I enough to make daddy stay
Why aren't I enough for mommy to want me...

What can I say to express how I feel
What I'm longing for are a few too many pills...

Do not stray
Nor...

No mommy, please
I'll be good...

I'm a cutter
A slicer...