Vision blurred, tear stained paper
Wanna go, disappear like vapor...

You wonder why, why I don't open
I been their, so much hopen...

Sorry
I don't act like I'm suppose to act...

I should've seen it
Why were my eye's closed...

Why'd you go?
Why'd you leave that day...

*This is dedicated to my twin sister Jessica
She's been going through so much...

Why is my life spinning out of control?
What did I do for this to be...

Seems like a bad dream
That we will never awake...

Do you feel the colors shifting through your...
Do you see it changing through the air and start...

We were standing at the war front, covered in dirt...
You were smiling, and I was standing there empty...