I hear you, you are calling,
Saying you'll end my strife...

Thanks for being a great friend,
And being here for me...

For JAY :)
I am drained of power and also of hope...

I find myself crying just thinking of you, and how...
My mind disconnected from real life, so distant...

Just when I thought I was free and the monster was...
I can sense its presence...

Sometimes I wonder if not for 4 words,
I would have been alright...

It started as a little thing,
a tiny glimmer of sadness in my life...

Why do you keep looking?
Why do you have to stare...

I drank a glass of philtre,
That made me fall for you...

I remember digging
Digging my own grave...

It has gotten so hard and I canâ??t understand,
The way that I actually feel...

Sometimes I feel like I desert you all,
I spend too much time away...