June 30 2013
Entry three...

I feel a darkness in me spread
As I lay here dead...

There's something inside me
that no-one knows about...

My thought are shattered
my heart is broken...

I sit here staring at the paper
wondering what to write...

Dear poet
You have been there in time of need...

I wish I could disappear
without fear...

There are no words to describe how I feel about...
how much your love and acceptnce of me means...

I bite my tongue to stop the tears
I throw up a wall to protect my heart...

June 28 2013
Entry two...

Everyday is a battle
A fight till the finish...

There's so much you don't know
so much you can't see...