My head hurts as the pain falls
Like a white rafting canoe...

Lost in a numbness, that can't be explained
Broken in horror, where the view is bloodstained...

The eerie silence is an echoless sound
Miserably beating & starting to pound...

I wish that I worked properly with knees that...
I know I had a hand in that, though not exactly...

Negative thoughts don't make a positive life,
You have to keep fighting, keep looking to the...