Late on night
I got a call...

I don't deserve this gift given,
I use it and receive trouble...

I know what I did was stupid
I regret it everyday...

The end of it all...
as i sit here at the soccer field...

Over the weekend
he ended his pain...

If life is so worth living,
then how come I'd prefer to die...

This can't be good..
yeah.. well no need for...

My peaceful place..
surrounded by children...

Must you keep reminding me,
of what I threw away...

Said who?
who said you could...

Lost in a pool of thought--
or lost in a stream of nothing...

I don't think that she understands
what I go through...