What is this feeling deep down in my soul?
It is not the pain of a child, the tears of a...

I hide behind a smile, I hide behind my face.
The scars on my arms are in their rightful place...

I am so drained of energy, I've cried too many...
Yet more still seem to come, fear after loathsome...

Another scar is added to the ranks.
Abominable sins I've placed upon my skin...

I've been staring at this page for a while, but of...
Trying to think of something to write, but all I...

I made a promise, I tried so hard to keep.
Everynight I wished I would die and I cried myself...

**It's about my "best friend" and sadly...
If I was to never see you again, would you miss me...

Rocking back and forth,
as the darkness eats away...

Butterfly kisses,
for you to keep...

You're all afraid of what you don't know,
You'll never understand, but you'll never go...

I could never forget if I tried,
no matter what I do...

I shut you out and you wonder why.
If I don't know you, I won't have to cry...