If I had you.
This is what I'd do...
I hold onto what sanity I've got.
I look at him and he's everything I'm not...
Everytime I stand up.
It isn't good enough...
It's one of those days.
No matter what you say...
To me it seems.
That you won't let me breathe...
After everything that we've done.
Your still looking out for number one...
Time has caught up with me over the years.
In my dreams it brings my worst fears...
If I told you I loved you more then anything in...
Would you believe me...
I'm cold and I'm ugly.
I look in the mirror and see...
Eight years in the making.
Eight years in the breaking...
1 problem after the next.
When in life do I get to rest...
Losses prove to me.
What I've gained...