This is for my two girls...My younger sisters..I...
Mommy wasn't ever there and I don't know why...

Everytime I close my eyes.
I can see the four year old boy that cries...

Some nights I see you and your actually there.
Some nights your there and you actually care...

In my darkest hour.
Where were you...

If I had you.
This is what I'd do...

Time and time again.
I find myself thinking of what happened back then...

I wanna be your reason to wake up in the morning.
I wanna be your one and only...

Can you feel it.
The tip of it sits on my tongue...

Your so close but so far away.
And no matter what I say...

I've been here for a couple years.
And finally I start to see that everything starts...

Eight years in the making.
Eight years in the breaking...

I'm cold and I'm ugly.
I look in the mirror and see...