When I first joined this website.
I was going through Hell...

They say a drunk mans words are a sober mans...
They say if your wasted you're not straight enough...

As I look out the window,
it's pouring down rain...

I know for long I won't be here,
But do they even see...

In just a few days,
I will be gone...

When returning home
from a walk one day...

We met not so long ago,
For some reason, it felt so right...

A veil of darkness
envelopes my heart...

I've cursed my mind a million times,
I've typed out words I'll never share...

It's my fault we're not together
I'm to blame for our falling out...

I am not a poet, I am not a man
I am not something you can understand...

Deception, confusion, a lasting contusion
Not to mention the abraded heart...