~the beginning of the poem goes out to all and the...
"i love u&quot...

Dear mom,
please don't cry...

You told me it would be O.K
you told me one day I'll smile...

Ive been making up stupid jokes
just to hide this pain...

You keep giving me the awkward stare
every time i walk near you its way to much to bare...

Come see this work of art
Ive worked on it for long...

Ill cut out a little picture
with this red ink...

I ran down this long dirt path
While the wind brushed past my face...

I wish I could say something to hurt you
I wish I could say something to make you cry a...

Here i sway
back and forth...

Sweet Satan
You took my breath away...

I can't stop screaming
n i cant stop searching for some way out...