We're going crazy in this insane world
where everyone else is someone else's fault...
Hot bile rises up my throat
splashing and burning...
Sitting under a starry sky
listening to you sing in my ear...
As I sit here watching all the stars revolve...
I think to myself wondering why...
Tell me why I'm still living
when all I want to do is die...
Destroy everything inside
Make sure it all keeps quiet...
Oh how I wish for deep sleep dreaming
Looking for the imaginary light...
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On this stump discarded thoughts wonder...
I look outside
from the window...
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pink fluffy cotton candy clouds swirl by...
We were happy, or so it seemed
we smiled we forgave...
There are some things in life,
That don’t come easy...