I'm 14 years old
Yet my heart's turned so cold...

Underslept,underintoxicated -yet-
the only thing i require is...

How many tears have i shed?
How many times have i cried...

Her halo is broken along with her heart
Her once white robes are stained and shredded...

Angel of Night who walks by day
Is it really true, what you say...

Behind a frame of lovable happiness
Lies a girl broken inside...

Why is it that you keep me from wanting to die
You wiped my tears when all i did was cry...

Teardrops of my soul hit the floor as i remember...
These feelings i feel i thought were not misplaced...

Look deep within my eyes, what do you see
A happy girl or a painful memory...

No sun shines in my heart
no stars mystify my nights...

The world around me withers and falls
I see myself backed against the wall...

Dear You,
I finally realized how much of what you said meant...