14 feeling like life is through

I'm 14 years old
Yet my heart's turned so cold
My life seems so over, not worth it
So I stop this stupid fight, f*ck it

My smile has no heart
B/c my life is torn apart
My eyes now dull and gray
B/c I don't wanna make it another day

I remember the old times when i was happy
I remember the times i felt loved and free
Now my life is full of nothing but hate
Do you believe this is fate?

Then what have I done wrong, what isn't right
Who would doom me to this no win fight
Every time i try i always lose
Its like Happiness is one thing i cannot choose

As i go on from day to day
I know there's no other way
So I give in, I cannot fight
I won't wake to see another night

If you see another teenage girl like me
Don't forget! Remember my STORY
She might be another girl who decides to die
Another girl like me who commits suicide..
All b/c of the love in the past
The ones she thought would last
But slowly fell apart
And devoured her heart...
So help her find love through all her hate
Help her change her fate before its too late