Death is so sudden
you think you have just begun
a moment later, its already done

If you knew the secrets on my arm would you know they're scars you made but with my knife and my hands?

A shatered soul is a broken heart a broken heart is a mestup mind a mest up mind is no life

Death rose me to my highest esteem and helped me out of this shit hole I dug myself in.

"I hear voices there screaming in my head they say that i dont desevere to live they say i sould be dead"

My nerves are shot, my back is breaking, i can't believe this ground is shaking
Where the love, where's the joy, don't leave me here to be destroyed

At night the demons of Lucifer punish me
In the darkness, where no one can see

*dont tell me you understand ill know you lied*

One day ill reach the bottom surface layer of darkness.. ill sit there with my legs attached to my chest my arms around my legs.. cold and empty i lay there... awaiting for help to arrive..

Death is a gift.