The child that was never born

My hands on my stomach thinking of what was once there
If it would have stayed it would have been born 3/24/09
It would have been everything perfect of me and him
But it was only there for a few weeks
The love that I have for it will be there for life
Its father is now with someone new
He never knew about it
He never will know
I have never felt this sad
Over something that I almost had
I want to go back
Go back had stop me that day
If I did I would never have felt this way
Over a child
A child that will never be
A child that is still a part of me
The child that was never born

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I did not kill the baby it just stopped growing and went away in time