Please don't push me away

by Beauty In The Breaking   Dec 17, 2009

Every time I try to tell you
just how I feel,
I try to explain to you,
why I do the things I do,
I always get so lost.

I try to explain to you
that it wasn't your fault,
you did nothing wrong,
I love you just the way you are,
I'd never change a thing.

You're perfect just the way you are,
it's your faults that I love the most,
their what make you human
and not just the hero I see in you,
don't you know that baby?

I never meant to hurt you,
I'd never do that on purpose,
I'm truly sorry that I did
and broke your trust and faith,
I'm sorry I made you feel insecure.

I know sometimes I'm difficult,
I act out and am to insecure,
I get scared a lot
and don't know what to do,
I say a lot of stupid things.

But despite all that I do know one thing,
I've never been more sure,
I love you with all my heart
and trust in you completely
and I know you love me too.

I know I don't explain to you
what I think and what I feel
and the reasons why I do
all that good most times
but I do really try.

I try to tell you what I feel for you,
how you make me feel inside,
how you always make me feel so safe,
so sure and secure
but all I can say is "I love you".

I know I hurt you baby,
it wasn't my intent,
it had nothing to do with you
being who you are,
please don't pull away from me.

I'm getting nervous
more and more
and afraid somethings going to go wrong,
anxious to be with you,
I guess my nerves finally snapped.

I'm stressed and tired
from fighting at home
and fighting with my friends,
that doesn't make my acting like that
any better but that's why.

It hurt last night
when you'd hardly say you loved me back
and it hurts when you won't talk,
I'd rather you yelling at me
then being calming quiet.

Please forgive me for hurting you
and trust yourself and me again,
please trust in us again
like I trust in you and us.

You said you'd be afraid of hurting me
if you were yourself again,
baby can't you see
the only way you could really hurt me
is by pushing me away.

I love you baby with all my heart,
more and more every day,
we can work through this
and be stronger yet
just please don't push me away.


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  • 7 years ago

    by Ingrid de Klerck

    Well Rhea...this is such a strong plea. It can be hard sometimes to draw the line and make a decision as to how far you are willing to go to make things work. I for one have learned not to follow men around like a puppy, but have them come after me. They treat you like dirt when they think you have no self esteem;)

    It was nice to catch up with your work again, it has been so long.

    I hope you are will, girlie:)

    God bless and a big hug,

    5/5 Ingrid