i believed you when you said
"i'd never hurt you"
believing maybe this could be it,
the moment where i'm finally happy.
we started out as best friends ,
or maybe it was just your cover all along?
talking everyday telling each other things
we never thought we'd be able to tell another soul.
you brought back the butterflies i never thought i'd feel again ,
made me laugh when i didn't even want to smile ,
i fell for you and my mistake was telling you how i felt.
it was fun for a few months ,
then everything changed
i wonder if you even felt anything for me at all or just felt sorry for me ,
i guess you just didn't care because you walked away from me like i meant nothing to you ,
even after all the promises of a future with me ,
was I not enough?
maybe I should've tried harder ,
either way it's too late.
you moved on , living life with someone i used to call a friend,
i'm sorry I wasn't pretty like her ,
i'm sorry i didn't dress like her ,
i'm sorry I couldn't be all that you wanted me to be .
and for that I'm scared I'll never be good enough for anybody,
scared to get close to anyone to trust ,
that's what you did..
but in the end
it was my mistake