Fight to be Forsaken

I wish it hadn't happened
I wish it wasn't true
But for love I began a fight
That should've ended in "I do"

I let my feelings blind me
Shield me from what was real
Hide away that dreadful secret
That time would soon reveal

I let myself be trapped in a ball
That kept me running in search of a end
Desperately looking for a way to keep her
To protect a wound that would never mend

I let myself dream of happiness
Even in midst of trouble
Only to further delay the hurtful outcome
And keep me in my bubble

I let myself fight the world for her
All without concern
Never realizing the apparent fact
That I was the one getting burned

I let myself free of her
In hopes true love would prevail
Only to be rejected by the world again
When I struggled to no avail

I had given all the fight I had
Until all I held dear was taken
Leaving me in my stricken world
And left my life forsaken