I Won't Die Here

by Darien   Jun 8, 2005

I Won't Die Here

I dry my eyes each night.
This happens after every fight.
The pain will never seize.
Even when I'm on my knees.

Been beaten until I turn blue,
No one knows what I go through.
Why does he drink everyday?
I sometimes wish his life away.

He brings me so much pain,
I just want to slice my vein.
After all the bleedings done,
I'll wonder who would have won.

It would be me standing there,
Fighting off my greatest fear.
I won't give him anything to hold,
It's my life and I'm in control.

I see no reason to live,
my life is all I have to give.
I'm not ready to give it up.
Still have't reached the top.

Even with the pain I had,
My life never seemed so bad.
If good is all I can see,
A better life I would lead.

friends made it better for me,
So A better friend I will be.
I'm ready to open this door,
I won't be giving up anymore.

Everyone I love I made worry,
For that I am so very sorry.
I won't live my life a lie.
And I'm not ready to die.

*Dedicated to 'Pillow'
I shove you!*


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  • 10 years ago

    by bRoKeNgIrL

    This poem is fricked awesome!!!!! i love it!

  • 10 years ago

    by radz

    That is an emotional poem
    u r very good at this
    i liked it alot
    it touched my heart

  • 10 years ago

    by Trampled Angel

    Darien I love this poem, I am so bummed that I haven't been keeping up on my reading because I have been missing some great ones by you. The tone that you sent in this poem is amazing, and I can feel the emotion etched into each word. As always, I am extremely empressed by your deep and meaningful verses.

  • 10 years ago

    by branelle

    I love it

  • 10 years ago

    by Roxy

    Haha, That was such an amazing poem Im so happy I came across it its so powerful, and it also can bring faith in others to know that their not the only one in this world suffocating, and to know that they can turn their lives around by making changes ^^ xxxx Keep it up