SOMETIMES......

Sometimes I feel like I am the last one who knows how special and rare real true love is, that believes in soulmates, that believes there is someone else out there with the same capacity to give, receive, share, to feel the same infinite intensity and boundless passion that is all the love in my heart.

Sometimes I feel I'm the last one who believes in dreams.That you can't let the world and life take away, wear down, make you forget, repress or dull the feelings, memories,the daydreams and fantasies, and most of all- the realizations that anything is possible, that dreams can really happen,that anything is always possible and all that life and love can be.You must hold on to a shred of innocence and naivety, and to never lose or let go all those things you once believed in,don't let any walls you've put up keep you from listening to your heart and doing all you can to make your dreams real,this is what keeps you young inside, that keeps you from stagnating, that allows you to grow in all ways, that which makes you feel with that intensity of emotion, that passion that makes you feel so alive.You must believe in yourself, in those special to you, in dreams, in hope, in faith,and most of all, in love.

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who believes in all these things, and I don't feel lonely, just alone.

Sometimes I am such a noble, loner, romantic, dreamer........a fool.

Sometimes this is my only consolation, my only justification, but nothing changes this fact:

The world I live in is just as real as any other.

Sometimes that's all that matters.

.....and sometimes

I just really miss you so much.

And there just are no words for the way

I love you.

July 8, 2005