Clouds

Last night they saw each other,
their eyes met,
a moment like no other,
a moment she'd never forget.

the darkness in the room,
background music,
it felt like love was at its full bloom,
not just happiness, but with sadness.

she looked at him throughout the night,
that back she saw weeks ago,
right after another fight,
before life started to seem so hard.

today she's ditched everything,
take a walk around the city,
while he goes to see what might this bring,
what is going on? whats wrong?

just the possibility brings them fear,
as all these problems,
begin to draw near,
one after one.

she's scared to lose him,
he's scared to go,
three, no for times now,
possibilities in which death may make him go.

she sits at the bus stop,
and stares at the tree,
still hoping, still wondering,
when will they be free?

she's about to cry,
nervous of the answer,
wondering if love can just teach them to fly,
i guess theres no telling what can happen.

the darkness of the night,
the clouds of the sky,
the confusion of love,
last nights crowd.

all their memories will always be cherished,
all she hopes now,
is for him to not perish.

the night goes on,
and this long week,
their love will continue despite fears,
it will never be weak.

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so hear i am... tonight's frustrations and fears, waiting for the results for my boyfriend... brain cancer, tumor, or... nothing??

just hope he's alright, its the 4th time that he may leave everyone in 6 months now... :/ i don't want him to leave :'(