Too Much To Ask.

by BeautifulxMess   Oct 24, 2006

I'll never be good enough
no matter how hard I try.
I'll always lose a smile
that turns into a small cry.

Bruised and beaten as
I crawl on the cold floor.
My poor little heart is
worthless then before.

A blaze of crimson anger
struts through my face.
Down of an agony life
for I can't get back in place.

Don't you see what's
going on in my mind?
Can't you see the pain
that I've had to hide?

I know you don't because
you're wrapped in yourself.
Keep acting like that you'll
be a lonely book on a shelf.

Where can I go when I
need a should to lean on?
How can I come over my
tears I've had so long?

I know you don't want me
around because it's true.
Friends, what's that, because
I know thats not you.

I'm tired of being in the
background of your shadow.
I don't want to be hidden as
if I'm sneaking in your window.

Why am I so different that
I just can't be talked to?
Is it my hair, clothes, or the
money I don't have like you do?

My heart is split to the bottom
as if an Axe went through.
All I need is a friend; Is that
too much to ask for too?


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  • 10 years ago

    by Marylou L

    You did a very good job with putting a visual in my mind. keep up the good work. 5/5

  • 11 years ago

    by Shelly

    Nice poem i feel like that to a's sad


  • 11 years ago

    by Roses and lilys

    Very good poem. i can some what relate. Good job keep up the great work:)

  • 11 years ago

    by FallingAngel

    Very well written. Welcome to my favorites. I hope you keep writeing.

  • 11 years ago

    by Simple Sensation

    Great read!! This is a really great poem. It had a great flow nad created a great imagery. The words used also made this peom a worthwhile read! Keep it up! xx