No longer crying inside..
No longer acting like I'm worthless..
Now acting how I use to be 2 years ago..
Revealing a happiness in me that I have never felt before..
Why do I realize now that wallowing in shadows is not worth it..
I am final getting better..
I never thought it was possible but it is finally happening..
I couldn't believe how I was acting now..
I act like I was never depressed what's so ever..
What's so weird is..
I saved a life but it need up him saving my life..
He is my hero..
Or without a girl telling me its not worth it...
And my love...
I realized that I still love him..
He was on my mind that made me happier...
But I know that he is in the arms of another woman....
He will never love me again but I think about all the memories we shared that made me smile..
Without those 3 people..I would still be the same..
And without them in due time I would be cutting..
I would be still falling..
I maybe would be doing a suicide..
I owe my life to them..
They will be forever in my heart..
I have never acted like this in such a long time...
I just cry of happiness thinking that I can really act like my self..
Act like there nothing on my mind whats so ever...
If I could I would run up to those three and hug them and say thank you for saving my life, I am forever indebted to you..
*please comment.....This poem means so much to me....*