spazzycat

About spazzycat

"i changed my color for you
i shed my coat with caution.
i lack the beauty you display,
see here they are the bruises,
and some were self-inflicted
and some showed up along the way.
i nod my head,
im ready for the world to see
i kept here inside the girl you thought id be
slipped into coma calm,
the coma where i calm myself down,
where i let you down.

so now we've come upon the hardest thing i've ever done,
is telling you that im a mess,
what sort of mess i mean,
is self distructive gasoline.
the kind that strips you of your best.
while i play instead the way that most would end up dead.
and you sleep at home wishing i were in our bed.
with this time im telling you,
while my colors change back to blue.
how do i ask you this....will you help me through?"

-blue october, chameleon boy

Profile of spazzycat

  • Age : 15
  • Gender : Female
  • Country : USA, Michigan
  • Joined : Mar 16, 2008
  • Last Visit : 9 years ago
  • Poems : 5
  • Comments : 20
  • Quotes : 17
  • Posts : 6
  • Awards :

Latest Poems By spazzycat

  • Tell me what you want,
    tell me not to stop...

  • My darkest angel,
    my fallen one...

  • I'm angry, I'm so hurt.
    and i feel your hand of coldness....reaching down...

  • Looking through those stained glass eyes,
    like many heroes and gods of the skies...

  • Its not as easy as it sounds.
    to be alright when your heart was trampled to the...

Latest Quotes By spazzycat

  • "I.LOVE.YOU.
    those three words are said too much then not enough....."

    -snow patrol

    9 years ago
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  • "you said you would love me till the world ended,
    well....the world must have ended."

    someone...lol

    9 years ago
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  • I wish you could see,
    that i never stopped loving you,
    then maybe you wouldn't have to leave.

    -cait

    9 years ago
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