What am I to do..?

What am I to do..?
How do I stay here..?
How do I learn to trust you..?
When will someone stop these tears..?

I'm trying to believe every word you say
I want to believe you love me
And that you really do want to stay

But what am I to do
When I hear your up to no good
How do I believe you..
Even when I know I should..?

You played me once
Shame on you
Play me twice
And thats a shame on me

Scared to face reality..
Not knowing if you'll leave again
What do I believe?
How do I stop this pain that never seems to have an end?

Baby Please make me see
Thats its okay to trust you
Baby please make me see
You really do love me

My mind tells me I need space
But I know that will just add confusion and pain
My heart tells me I need to see your face
But I know once I see you I'll cry again

Being without you brings sooo much pain
But being with you makes me stay up all night crying,
Not knowing what your doing or if its going to end

What am I to do..?
How do I stay here..?
How do I learn to trust you..?
When will someone stop these tears..?