Can't Tell You

I look into your beautiful eyes,
I want to tell you I love you, instead I wear a disguise.
Why is it so hard for me to tell you how I feel,
I just know that my love for you is really,really, real.
You make me laugh when I'm about to cry,
That's when I know, you're not just another guy.
I want to tell you, I want you to know,
But I wait too long, and you have to go.
So now I'm alone, wondering why,
Why I didn't tell you, and this feeling won't die.
So I decide to call you, but you don't answer the phone,
I should have told you, but I never would have known.
That something like this, could happen so fast,
That today was the day, that would be your last.
Now is the time, the moment has come,
And even now, I still become numb.
I can't speak the words, but I know I should,
I can't tell you now, I never could.