My Fallen Angel

Hi I'm riiot and I'm six years old
My Dad shot my mom when i was three,
He came home in a drunk rage one night...
My mom was sitting on the couch and he walked in and shot her...I don't know quite why he would want to kill my only friend,i was only three!

Her smile never shines through..in fact i don't even remember what it looked like...the only thing i remember is the blood on our tanned out couch..
It was so dark and so harsh..I don't think that he felt bad about what he did cause he just hid her body in the attic..he never turned on our heater..and after awhile it started to smell!

A month went by no one spoke anything of what my daddy did...On February 14,2006 he went out one more time leaving me all alone in this smelly old rusted house i did not have any one to talk to, no one to play with me like my mommy did..i cant remember what she smelt like, what she looked like, or even what she was wearing that day..all i remember is the way she used to play with me...

It was about 12:25 am i was up waiting for my dad...lights flash through the window...i heared a laugh it sounded like a woman..sounded like...like...MY MOM...i ran out the door i thought that god has sent her back down to me..so that i could see my fallen angel once again..the woman i loved who always spent time with me when daddy used to work..back when he did not drink at all...when i got outside i see a woman..its not my mom what is he thinking bringing another women into this house?!

Daddy why is she coming into this house are you going to kill her like you killed my Mommy? Remember the woman you loved?get your butt back in the house or your grounded!!NO I'm not until you tell her to leave this house..i don't want her in here you might kill her in the same spot you killed my mom then your going to stuff her into the attic right next to my mom...your going to make a habit out this..going out get drunk come home in a rage and then kill!

SHUT UP...NO I'M NOT
{BANG BANG BANG}
I'm dead.........he is a stupid man out there to kill others again.

I am a six year old who had no mom...no friends..and no father...i had no one to love me...now I'm sitting here in the attic right next to my mom..........at last I'm with her...but she had one shot to her head and i have three...one to my tummy...one to my heart...and one to my head......What did i do to deserve this...what did my mom do to this deserve this?