Lately i've been so aggravated for which i have good reason
friends pretend as i hope for the end
and on my soul they commit treason
i wallow in sorrow and self pity so dark
as they continue on without indication
watching silently as i fall apart
begging for my own vindication
it just isn't fair to feel so aggravated
to an extent that i just can't deny
my spirit so lost and almost sedated
what other escape than getting high?
with spiteful family and cold hearted friends
shall i dare to have any emotion?
everyone wear's their mask and simply pretends
to their hearts have they no devotion?
aggravating presence i dare not face
for i lack support for my bleeding heart
memories so vivid that i wish to erase
before i give up and depart
