You'll Never Know

You'll never know
i once loved you...

i get the knife
with my left hand
i hate this life
make it to end

the other hand
touches my heart
which beats so fast
might break apart

i see you mom
looking at me
never caring
as you should be

you turn around
as you always do
you'll never know
i once loved you

i was too shy
and you blamed me
i don't know why
you call me guilty

i don't need help
never received
i want to die
to be forgived

i get the knife
with my left hand
i hate this life
i'll make it end...

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This is my very first poem.
Please excuse spelling errors because English is not my native language