Nineteen Years

Nineteen years full of pain
just me
sitting lonely in the rain
no one
ever tried to ask
feelings
hid under the mask

nineteen years passing by
just me
waiting here to die
no one
able to understand
feelings
want to make it end

nineteen years always dark
just me
lost into the park
no one
seems around to be
feelings
are destroying me

nineteen years were like that
just me
being always sad
no one
came to heal my heart
feelings
that broke it apart

nineteen years, more will come
just me
hoping it's all done
no one
cares what it is true
feelings
are to die with you.