Frustration

Flaming blood
Pulsing blames
You swear you know my name
My blood is heated
Like acid so strong
For all those wrongs
You tell me one thing
Then mean another
That like choosing other
It's that hard
To make a choice
It only takes one voice
Yet that voice can't choose
It can't make up it's mind
That's not fine
That makes it confusing
That makes it hurt
Because you swear in girth
You say if you ask me ahead it will be fine
Then a minute later it's a different rhyme
You say it's okay just ask me before
That's what you swore
But then you say if I had asked you
You would have just yelled
That doesn't meld
In this thing we call life
In this thing we all hate
It' tied in like fate
Those strings bond tight
Almost impossible to change
That makes me go insane
And take that knife and cut my arm
Bleeding, bleeding warm
But it's little by little it gets worse
It makes me crack more
It hurts, hurts, hurts
Until that day
I finally choose to end the pain
And show them all what I mean
With just one scream
The final scream I will ever make
To all those I forsake
Then I will end it
All will be gone,
Just with one
A single gun