Unawkward Feelings

I hear the heartbeats of my footsteps
Pounding closer to my chest
And my nervousness shows bullets
That seep deeper into my soul

Closer and Closer
Must I proceed to my envision
To proceed to my guilt
Proceed to my heart...

Glancing closer upon soft skin
Shimmering eyes of ever clear green
Golden hair of the glistening sun
And the sudden warmth of a lasting embrace

My mind's battling with my heart
Irrational answers and soft-spoken love

I feel so uninspired...

This doesn't feel right
For eyes to stare at one another
Hoping all the things that can mean so much
Come stumbling out into words
For me to finally shout out to this world

More dreams speaks echo's into my being
Of delicate hands
A soft and determined voice
And a sweet lingering smile

"I'm not ready"
But the voices in my head speaks different
"I'm not ready"
The surrounding nature tells me stories of yes
"But I'm not ready"
She replies in a whisper "yes, you are."

"But I'm not" I pleaded.
I've lost my resolve again
Her steps towards me reverberates
They shatter what's left of this coward

"But I am" She whispered
With a smile as innocent as her eyes
My own stare's into the floor
With my hands twiddling behind me

I can't look at her
I don't deserve to
I shouldn't even be here
I probably been mistaken
I always am

But she lift my chin up to her eyes
Again, with this smile of hers
She moves her nose closer to mine
And the hair on my neck begins to chill

My heart stops
My soul can't breath
My body's holding back tears
These awkward feelings of mine

I can't fight it anymore
Let this coward be beaten, please
With my fingers placed under her chin
My lips aches for hers

And kiss...

I can breath again
I can finally breath again
We gaze into each other
And again, that smile of hers
She'll get me every time

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