Dreamer's Never Leave Dreamland

Silly little girl has been dreaming of a ring
And won't settle for the subsequent excuse that's forming
Depravity has given me a severe case of cold feet
But for her I'm trying to change my nature, a personal feat
But she doesn't want to wait and won't, even if I ask
She doesn't understand the severity of this task
She doesn't know what this decision means to me
She thinks she knows me in and out but baby, respectfully
No one does and you won't soon catch me opening up
Even if you begged, I wouldn't even dream of spilling the cup
She wants me to give her understanding, oh perhaps a little taste
Of what it's like to understand the path of my neuronal maze
Baby wants me to settle down and make her my one and only
But, I'm young and the last thing my body wants is to move slowly
My reasons for this is like a quiet ghost town and I am the only resident
No one else will view this self-evaluating monologue with revealing content

Please, cut it.
I know I'm complicated and I know I'm out of touch
I know I'm not in love and perhaps I don't care that much
I know that I don't have time for love and it's not for me
I know this doesn't add up and you continue uncertainly
I can't say that I will give you proper reasoning
And I can't say that you won't feel an emotional sting
So if this is the end, then this will be good bye
So if this is so long, you're fairy wings will cease to fly
So if this is a fairytale, then there will be no happy ending
So, say goodbye to dreamland, Because I have no ring