Killing me!

You are killing me slowly
you are killing me inside and out
you are killing me not telling me the true
do you love me or do you love her
i need to know if this is true it is killing slowly and the pain is so great i am bleeding and bagging for death because lossing you is going to kill me inside and out.
i cut myself to feel to stop the pain and make it go away. but i can't stop thinking about her massing up our life's every thing was fine until her.