Swirl

Swish and swirl
There goes my world
Oh so many times
This isn't what my mouth is for
It's just for spitting rhymes

Every few hours
I lose my power
And all of my self-control
Just eating and eating my life away
Disorder then taking its toll

I want it to stop
But my self esteem drops
And it just circles round again
It's growing more difficult day after day
To hide it from all of my friends

My knuckles are burned
And cal'ries returned
Immediately after ingestion
But I guess I brought this upon myself
Why, oh why, is the question