Your biggest accomplishment

It was your biggest accomplishment in life,
led out on the titles,bleeding yourself dry, no one to see,
a scared lonely little child, that you claim to be,
itching the pointless words 'please save me!'

save you from what? yourself or the blade in your hand,
'self-harm!' you whisper, its all done by yourself, you!
why are you so stubborn minded to see that,
its your own stupidity, you claim gets you through.

so reach for the knife, and say no one has to know,
what goes on inside your messed up head tonight,
you'll do that one thing that helps you get through,
and then tomarrow you'll say your alright.

i'm just your mind, your soul, your heart,
it doesn't matter to me, if you tear your canvas apart.
and your favorie colour to paint with is red,
you were never to good at listening to your head