What if i forget?

I'm scared someday my thoughts will decay into dust,
& i will forget you.

i'm scared someday my eyes will dry up by themselves,
& i won't mourn you.

i'm scared someday, there will be another to fill your place.
& i will love them.

because this cancerous feeling that destroys me everyday,
with a guilt that just won't go away.
and you won't be here to have a say,
and you won't be here anymore to protect me every day