No one understands

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
my friends once said "you're such a spoiled brat"
my face fell, i didn't agree with that
crying on the inside,
defending on the out
i felt my pain was screaming out loud

my life isn't perfect,
I've seen to much death,
getting harder for me to catch my breath

for years I've been alone
with one friend and barely family to show

my friends once said "you get everything you want, you're the only child"
sadly, i said trying to sound mild "only child isn't that cool"

do you see the pain i hide?
quietly sobbing on the inside
death always haunting the life of me
trying so very hard to see that
the future in which i lead is much brighter than the hurt i feel

no one understands the pain i hide,
no one knows my life's a lie
crying on the inside,
covering on the out,
no one understands what my life's really about.