Mixed Emotion (rap)

Now I am just feeling,
My own life curling and peeling.
Out of my reach, outta my hands,
And I have no clue when or where it lands.
I hate this mixed emotion that I got,
Like a sickness virus I caught.
Or like a bad gun I bought.
Now I'm hating life, and it hates me,
Now I'm blinded and can't see.

Done with life, done with fights,
And soon, my spirit will take my flights.
And my devilish soul'll rul the night.
I'm gonna die. There is not a might.

I'm not gonna take this,
It won't stop Kris.
I am freewriting, outta the top of my head,
So I can resist from winding up dead.
I remember one day, I'll never forget,
And it was the day my lifef was lit.
But I still don't know if my light went on,
Or even what the heck is going on.

Done with life, done with fights,
And soon, my spirit will take my flights.
And my devilish soul'll rul the night.
I'm gonna die. There is not me in sight

I'm so lost in what happened to me,
That I don't know if my life is a maybe.
But I'm smart enough to stay alive cause now,
I got my family to tell me I'm a well, wow.
But my mixed emotions wants me to die,
And I want to live. That's why I cry.
Tears, fears, and these feelin's,
Just is to much that I'm uncappable of handlen'
Myself and now I need to be this:
A man without worries. The old Kris.

I'm tired of these old emotions,
Runnin over me like Locommotions.
But I am praying everything will get better,
Because this is a special song and letter.

I need someone to love me, to see my view,
And that person is just an individual you.
That you is my ex, and I want her back,
So I can stop callin myself Zodiac.
No amount of money can cheer me up,
So go away unless you wanna help. Thats wassup.
Yeah. You heard what I said.
Either move aside, or drop dead.
I'm only talkin to harlea, the one I want back,
Because this is me rappin for u like I'm black. (no offence)

I wish to get rid of these emotions,
By gettin harlea as my GF like a promotion.
From friend to boyfriend,
I want these emotions gone and you w/ me till the end.

** Hope you enjoy it. I put my best in this, but I'm crying so hope you like it**

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