R.a.z.o.r

Resistance
it calls to you
allures your touch
until you lose strength
and can no longer fight it

Alone
sit and stare
at your fatal flaw
know you should resist
though you can't tear your eyes away

Zen
calm
after giving in
after so much bitterness
your heart no longer weeps

Optimistic
another goal set
you don't need this
tell yourself you're happy
until you start to choke on the lie

Relapse
need is too strong
don't fool yourself
you are not in control
give in to the keeper of your soul