Ran Out Of Rhymes

Date written: May 16, 2oo8

She lies flat on her tummy in her bed,
Scribbling stuff on a piece of paper;
Writing the words she wishes, she would've said
As she tried to verbalize the things she'd remember.

She remembered telling him, "It'll be alright."
For the things he was afraid of would pass.
She pulled him close && held him tight;
He kissed her cheek while laying on the grass.

Looking deep through her round eyes,
He smiled && kissed away a tear.
Then && there, he knew she tells him no lies;
Went home; Kissed her goodbye, but some things remain unclear.

So she decided to write him a letter.
Written with black ink; Tearstained.
She started wishing she should've known better;
Because giving her back his trust is hard to regain.

"Hi baby, sorry if this is messy..
I have no idea how to really tell it to you.
I wish there was a better way so it's easier for you to see,
Because I'm aware of the things you might do.
I kinda prepared myself already..
&& it's gonna hurt.
I would understand if you walk away from me..
I should've realized that before doing that dirt.
Now, inhale.. exhale..
I never thought it would be this hard..
I'm scared to look in the mirror cuz I know my face would be pale..
Screw this, it's my fault. I played the wrong card.
Baby. I'm so sorry.
I really am. I love you.
I ran out of rhymes for this..
All I could say is sorry, I love you :("