We were twelve
When our fantasy hell began
You maked me fall in love
And you maked me hate this life
I could see
You liked it that way better
But it was killing me
To see you standing there
Staring at me with your hatred eyes
But my love I have to remind you
You are my first boyfriend
And my first true love
You are the first person I ever huged with love
And you are the first person I ever kissed with love
Do you remember it again?
Well Im walking here around
Looking if there is any stuff what used to be ours
And hold it tight with tears in my eyes
That falls down upon the sweater
What Im wearing right now
And Im trying to write a letter
With words like:
I cant change the things what happened
But I can change myself
If you just thought about forgiving me
And with words like:
I love you so damn much
I cant live without you
And I would kill myself if it will save you
Now we are three years further
Our fantasy hell isnt over yet
And now you have make me feel broken
You have make me hate myself
And I still can see
You like it that way better
