Intersection Insanity.

Last night, was one of those nights.
I couldn't stop thinking of you.
I layed awake in bed, wide awake.
I tossed, I turned, I tossed, I turned,
Nearly a whole hour had passed, and
I just couldn't stop thinking about you.
And I don't know why.

That constant battle within me went on again.
I wanted to give up, but I couldn't.
I just had to keep going, theres no point in giving up.
But, right now... I see no point in holding on.

My mind bounces back and forth, constantly.
I'm lost, my thoughts are everything.
I just need to clear my mind of things,
But is right now that right time?

I have had so many chances, I can't count them.
But, I haven't taken them. I feel stupid.
I feel like a failure. I regret not trying.
I just can't figure out why I haven't tried.

I'm so confused. I don`t know what to do.
I don't know which path to take. Which would be right. Which would make me happy, which would make me sad.
I don't know which one would work. I just don't know.
I just need to get everything straight. I need to figure out what's best for me.

I need to put everything aside, and give it a try.
It doesn't matter if I end up coming out of this crying or happier than ever before.
I need to try,
I need to express every little thing to you.
So you truely know where I stand.

I know I can do it, I just need the confidence to pull me through this. And, right now.. That's not there.

*Thanks to Mr. Darcy for this wonderful title.*