Oh Jee, :( I really miss you and this Collapse poem is just as heart aching. Few words but enough to express in a very beautiful way what you're feeling.
It's not hard to actually feel and sense and see the image you've created for us. I think there is nothing harder than losing the source of strength, especially when it is someone we hold dear. I love this poem and can relate.
Just that first line is so powerful and emotional. I can picture finally allowing yourself to cry and then being in the bitter cold, not having shelter from that person. Sorry for whatever you're going through <3