Beauty in Crimson Sunshine

You told me it was over
And my smile fell away
I didn't see it coming
And I'll never forget the look on your face

A thousand tears were spilled
Because of my love for you
You promised you'd never hurt me
So how come my heart is breaking

Who knew things would end up like this
But i guess it's who I'll always be
The scars of my past run deep
But the cuts of today are deeper

Every breath i take is for you
You're the reason I'm still here
My heart beats for you
And now that your gone so am I

The knife to my wrist
It leaves it's mark
Ths searing pain noted by
These beautiful crimson stains

The cuts are getting deeper
This feeling is getting harder to bear
The tears are coming stronger
Turning crimson on the breeze

And so this blackened heart
Bleeds beautiful crimson rivers
Flowing faster to the grave
They carry a song of sadness

Beauty marked my betrayal
Blue eyes turned black and cold
Sunshine gone out to sea
It's drowning on the tide

From the moment i saw you
I was falling
And everyday i see you
I fall in love all over again

With the blade to my wrist
I'm in control of my destiny
I hurt myself so you can't
I won't give you power over me

I live in this world of crimson colors
That's written in shades of blue
The only beauty is the sunset
As it falls all around me tonight

The warm breeze smells of laughter
But cries float on the wind
Still, even in a world filled with sadness
There's beauty in the sunshine