Alone and gone

Falling down getting up,
Crying more and more each day,
Wishing everyone can notice me.

It doesn't matter how hard I try,
or how strong I keep everyone
doesn't even care so they just
go and take you.

Can't anyone think that when I am
with you that I am with you
and we are hanging and not
just in the middle of what we are
doing just taking you away from me.

When someone goes in the middle
of us takes you to go hang with you
it is like some one saying to a little
kid that they can't hang with there friend
anymore because he/she is bad.

Strong heart broken heart,
Just fine to bleeding soul,
Mind clear to falling off the deep end,
I can't help but loose control,
I am not doing it cuz I want
to my heart and mind is going so crazy
that I can't help what they are making me
do.

Just like that sweet sweet song,
Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
Cuz I feel your not caring to listen to me.

I can go on and on with what I feel,
I can go on and on with what I hate,
I can go on and on with what is real,
I can go on and on with what is fake.

But I can't stop what my heart tells me
I can't stop when my brain is moving
me all over
I can't stop when my brain is making me
loose control and wanting to kill someone.

I can't help it when I scream so loud and long
that my head feels like it is going to
burst but I also can't help when I have cried
so long and screamed so long and hurt so
long that I want to throw up all my guts.