Computer Suicide Note

Tear drops on the keyboard
as she writes that she must go
her life to this point has been sh1t
more than anyone could ever know

Her lover tore her heart in two
along with another girls
now she cringes at the thought of him
and her stomach quickly twirls

she discovered all he ever wanted
was to get inside her pants
and even if he changes someday
she'll never get another chance

there is blood now on the desk and floor
from her veins that are spilling life
no one ever understood her pain
or asked about her strife

she's tried to get over all the hurt
and forget the tears she's cried
and cover the scars on her wrists
but the pain never ceased from her lies

she felt this was her only exit
because most people never showed a care
she wrote to them and cried to them
but all they could do was stare

so she types her suicidal note
as she grows more pale and weak
and is ashamed at what this has come down to
she writes she's sorry for the stain from the leak

“ to my mother
whom I hold so dear
I'm sorry that we never talked
and that I fought all those years “

“ to my father
who I never really knew
my favorite song was ‘ crazy ‘
and my favorite color blue “

“ to my step dad
who tried so hard
I'm sorry I never let up
and that I never mowed the yard “

“ to my brother
even though we fight
I really love you
I tried to show it with all my might “

“ to my so called friends
I'm so glad you were always there
and that your boyfriends weren't more important
and you noticed my emotional tear “

“ and to my best and true friend
I really appreciate you Hun
and I'm sorry I didn't listen to you
and I never let lose and had fun “

“ to others in my world
who have treated me not so good
thanks for making me what I am today
and helping me do what I should “

“ to the ones who have truly cared for me
thank you for giving support
that's really all I have to say to you all
and I realize this is kind of cut short “

“ my time left here is almost done
I can finally truly be myself
this is all me pl dont b he rt
and dont blame n e of this on yourse… “