Summer 04`

I hate who you`ve become
So different than before
Your so locked up
And trapped behind a door

You lied for a year
Saying I was yours
Yet on that June summer night
Your arms were around her

4 years have passed
And the pain has not
Feelings are haunting me
Your words aren`t forgot

I cry till this day
Hoping you will return
Such an idiot
Was my lesson not learned?

You have become a monster
someone I used to despise
Yet I am fooled by your big blues
And ignore all your lies

The spell I am under
Will not release me
Its mixed with love and hate
Stirred by David Lee

My wrist wont stop bleeding
My eyes wont stop crying
I need to fall out of love
All I`m doing is trying!

I still hold you close
Like my best kept treasure
No one else comes near
Nothing else can measure

Other men are just a blur
Mean nothing to me at all
Unlike you though
You pushed my final hard fall

I wish I could see you now
But you have changed for the worse
Maybe the spell I`m under
Hit you with an evil curse?

I want to go far back
To summer 04`
Holding me like you did all year
Just as it was before..