Dear My Life

Dear My Life,

i sit here.
writing myself a note.
writing my life a note.
about something more.
something deeper then the love.
deeper then the friendship.
i start to write a suicide note.

Dear My Life,

i can't go on tonight.
i can't go on tomorrow.
i will not let myself stand in the way.
i love him so much.
and i love my friends.
but i just gotta let them go.

Dear My Life,

I'll take this knife.
i have on my bed.
cut my wrists.
and let me bleed to death.

Dear My Life,

I'll finish myself with this gun.
I'll blow up my head.
I'll let everyone see something gross.

Dear My Life,

I'll finish it at the very end.
of hanging myself.
no one would really notice.
everyone would wonder why.
no one really has done that.

Dear My Life..........

*this is one of my poems that are on this site, but like I said i don't know password or email to that other account so I took it this poem of that one and put it on this one, so no i didn't steal it, its mine*